Sorry

It is already very hard to say sorry to one person.
You have to wait for the right time, the right place, to set the right mood, only then you can mean what you want to say.
But when you need to say sorry to more than five people, it is emotionally impossible.
The ignores you have to deal with, the guilt, the desire for just someone to understand.
All multiplied by each person and each passing day.

When one is hopeless.
When one is faithless.
When one is alone.
When one is tired.

One just loses it all and jump into oblivion.
How can my friends let this happen to me?
When they have already experienced another's death?
You know what? Fuck you guys, you're dead to me.