Journal Article on Love

Title
Love

Author
Ong, Ning-Jia


Citation
Ong, Ning-Jia (2012). Love. Journal of Love, 1(3). 1-4. doi: 16.1437//0603-0204.219.1.987


Abstract
Since the beginning of 2006 after my last relationship, I started doing surveys of my friends around me regarding what they think about love. Comments were neatly categorized into "positive", "neutral", and "negative". Then I used those comments on every date for the next six years to study the reaction I received from a sample size of 30 girls. Results have shown that my hypothesis on how love starts is flawed and initial attraction does not simply start because of outward appearance. I have found many different variables that include (1) expectations, (2) reputations, (3) first conversations, (4) follow up meetings, and (5) future information learned from other sources. After many trials and errors, I have concluded that there are no sure ways of gaining mutual understanding between two people. One needs to first understand themselves before hoping anyone else to understand them before achieving a love life.


Introduction
Since there was the first human on earth, there were many words in many languages to describe love. Some categorized it under emotions, others categorized it under magic strong enough to curse entire civilizations to destruction. To fully understand the meaning of love in English, I had to investigate all meanings in five other languages (Chinese, Malay, Hindi, Greek, and Hebrew) to get an overview of how love should be defined. My definition of love is an emotional disturbance developed when an individual meets the opposite sex. However, there are exceptions to this definition that cannot explain gay and lesbian relationships. Also, I have excluded definitions of love from religious scriptures because there are too many and too complicated.
Although the study of love is technically classified under the school of psychology, there are many biological factors to consider as well. For example, there are hormones involved by both individuals as well as physical appearance matches. Moreover, there are many evolutionary theories that tried to explain love. Most of them detailing facts of males attracted to big boobs and big hips are because males look for females that are physically excelling at reproduction and nurturing of their young.


In this article, I will underline many facts confirmed by past research and expend on their theories. The independent variables are comments about love that were categorized into three groups - "positive "," neutral and negative. The dependant variables are results received from a questionnaire during each of the three of stages of love - (1) pre-love, (2) during love, and (3) post-love. Compounding factors that were considered were - (1) expectations, (2) reputations, (3) first conversations, (4) follow up meetings, and (5) future information learned from other sources. That changes during each other the stages of love.


Method
The study was done from 2006 till 2012 in both Malaysia and Australia by me alone. Materials required for this study include questionnaires, 30 girls and I.


In the first few months, I collected data regarding opinions of love from 90 friends of mine. I categorized each opinion into three groups of "positive", "neutral" and "negative. Then, I used those comments interchangeably in the next few years in all my relationships with girls, carefully studying each relationship closely and recording their reactions to my comments.


After having dated 30 girls, I collected 150 reaction comments and categorized them into three groups: (1) pre-love, (2) during love, and (3) post-love. I labeled each reaction into "positive", "neutral" and "negative".

Results

		Negative	Neutral	Positive	Total
Pre-love	Negative	3	0	0	3
	Neutral	3	15	2	20
	Positive	2	0	3	5
During love	Negative	5	2	1	8
	Neutral	1	10	4	15
	Positive	8	12	35	55
Post-love	Negative	22	1	1	24
	Neutral	3	8	1	12
	Positive	3	2	3	8
Total		50	50	50	150

Table 1: comments collected from all dates

Graph 1: bar chart of results collected

The results show that even that across all three groups, "negative reactions" increase "post-love" in the "negative comment" group. On the other hand, "positive reactions" always increase "during love" regardless of what comments were used and decrease drastically "post-love" back to its original state in "pre-love". All other data collected were not significant.


Discussion
While there were many objections to my study regarding participant consent and other ethical reasons, it was still completed because I was not applying for an honors program at University of New South Wales and really wanted to do my own study. The study was really fun to do since most of it is imaginary and entirely fictional but even so, it has its own conclusions.


I concluded that love cannot be defined generally because each individual has their own definition of love. They describe love through their experiences in life and should not be judged in any regard. I abhor arrogance in this regard and despise anyone who brings it upon themselves to dictate what love should be and certify it on a piece of paper only to those that "qualify". Although, I have my own problems facing trails of love but I always try to keep my negative comments to myself because it is up to my friends how they want to figure it out. I had many problems in the past trying to interfere with other's love but I have learned that I should keep my opinions to myself and only share them with those who seek it.

References

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Bergner, R. M. (2000). Love and barriers to love: An analysis for psychotherapists and others. American Journal of Psychotherapy, 54(1), 1-17.

Fisher, H. E. (2006). Romantic Love: A Mammalian Brain System for Mate Choice. Philosophical Transactions: Biological Sciences, 361(1476), 2173-2186.

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Pinquart, M. (2012). What is Essential is Invisible to the Eye: Intimate Relationships of Adolescents with Visual Impairment. Sexuality and Disability 30(2), 139-147.

Trachman, M. (2005). What's Love Got to Do with It? Rethinking Common Sense Assumptions. College Teaching, 53(4), 131-136.

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The Seven Deadly Sins

Also known as "The Seven Vices", is the seven behaviours that we are encouraged to avoid as children. Yesterday, I spoke to a good friend of mine and she said that she looks forward to meeting someone without vices.

I looked at myself and realized that she said that because there are no one in her life that is without vices, including me. It's been too long that I have forsaken the teachings of god and now I have decided to get back on the path. Starting by addressing these sins, one by one.

The Seven Deadly Sins:
Lust
Gluttony
Greed
Sloth
Wrath
Envy
Pride

As bad as they may seem, we must already remember the opposite which are the Seven Virtues:
Temperance
Chastity
Temperance
Charity
Diligence
Patience
Kindness
Humility

When I was young, I cursed at myself whenever I gave in to these vices and forced myself to adopt the virtues. Later, I realized that we cannot be entirely without vices because they are already within us. The only thing we can do is make sure they do not conquer us and take over us entirely.

That is difficult because whenever I accidentally show symptoms of any one of the Seven Sins, the community judges me and crumbles my confidence for ever recovering. Friends will walk away and I feel lonely and helpless.

I have to keep reminding myself this is not permanent, I need to get up again and fight it. I need to remember that whenever I am beaten, I was once strong and persevered through worse.

On the other hand, whenever I am standing up strong with happiness and harmony, I need to remember that I need to prepare for the next fall and make sure I remember the good times will always be back as long as I keep fighting.

I am weary, at such a young age, I am already weary. It pains me that I know that this cycle can never be broken in this life. However, as good friends say, treasure the moment, treasure the present. It is a gift of today that matters. Not of yesterdays of tomorrows.

Thank you for those who stayed with me through the hard times. For those who did not, I pray that you will never be haunted by your own vices.

The Journey

Gonna attempt to walk up north as far as I can for an entire week and see where I turn up to.
That's gonna b fun.. since I'm alone now with not many friends that's willing to talk to me, imma take this opportunity to do something crazy that friends would normally tell me not to..

Wish me luck! =)

Sorry

It is already very hard to say sorry to one person.
You have to wait for the right time, the right place, to set the right mood, only then you can mean what you want to say.
But when you need to say sorry to more than five people, it is emotionally impossible.
The ignores you have to deal with, the guilt, the desire for just someone to understand.
All multiplied by each person and each passing day.

When one is hopeless.
When one is faithless.
When one is alone.
When one is tired.

One just loses it all and jump into oblivion.
How can my friends let this happen to me?
When they have already experienced another's death?
You know what? Fuck you guys, you're dead to me.

Then I found out..

At first I thought people weren't happy with me, so I kept changing myself for others.
Then I found out I had to be contented with myself. Kindda hard when I kept changing myself, but ok, I'll try.
Then I found out I wasn't changing myself at all in other's eyes, that really messed me up. So I try to change myself again.
Then I found out I don't have to be liked by everyone. So I started not caring what others think of me.
Then I found out I hurt some of my friends by doing that. So I started caring for my friends.
Then I found out the more I care the more I'm changing myself for them. So, yea.. I'm back to square one.. >,>

Story Teller

I wanna be a story teller..
One that travels from village to village, town to town, telling stories of great men and women alike.. =)

Ambition

Since 16, my ambition was to be:

The Jack of All Traits and Master of One

But the problem was that I do not know what that One was..

Now I do, I will be the Master of teaching others to be Jack of any trait I have..

Jealousy

Amazing what it can do to/for you..

Grumpy Morning

Dear Ning,

Thank you for your email, the form was fine except for the Student’s Signature at the bottom of the second page. Please note that your signature is not your student ID number. It is how you sign your name when signing contracts or documents that require a signature. Please correct it and email it back.

Kind regards,

Xxxxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxx
Admissions Assistant
Admissions Office / Student Recruitment, Admissions and Scholarships


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Ok, first of all, don't call me Ning.. it's like calling Aaron by saying just Aa... that pisses me off coz you called me by 1/3 of my name and expect me to respond..

2nd of all, that was a digitally signed document.. if u gonna expect students to send their forms in electronically.. it makes no sense for us to print it out, sign on it, scan it, and then send it back.. get with the times bro...

3rd of all, do u really think a student of UNSW who studied for four years and then got accepted into your masters program is that dumb?! Dude.. that just shows how little faith you have regarding the quality of ur own university..

I bet people like you are the one who goes on strike and call for union's help to increase your wages when you don't even deserve it..

Prodigy

Cool, I wanna b one.. =p

Mind Readers

OMG, I figured it out!
Mind readers don't read minds!
They create the emotion and thoughts that you will have by the time they "read it" and tell you about it!

Ahhahahah! Suckers!!!!

Brink of Insanity

I've always returned because there's too much to lose if I were to lose it.
I would be disappointing too many others that I will probably take too long a time to repay even in the afterlife.

Honour in My Name

My Name:
王 : king, I am the decedent of kings of the past.
寧 : peace, I was born in the times of peace. In Malaysia anyway.
嘉 : It's complicated, put it into translate.google.com and you'll know what I mean.

In English it sounds like:
Ninja: a group of people who bore the burden of Japan to their grave, only to be forgotten.

Killing

"If killing were as easy as it was in the past, I would have gained the strength enough to slay men by the hundreds to not let this world rot anymore than it already has."
~ Anonymous

Life

"You can die at anytime, but living takes true courage."
~ Himura Kenshin

Definition of Love Sick

1. An illness that develops into a mental disorder if untreated.

• Usually caused by the opposite sex.

Vainity

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wikipedia:Article_wizard/Conflict_of_interest

Girls

I hate thinking about one girl.
It distracts me so much I can't study or do anything else.
So I decide to think about 10 girls instead...

Sushi

Guess what happens when you try to heat up sushi in a microwave..

Languages

I learn so many languages but none of them seem to excel at getting points across to different people.

So I came to a conclusion that languages aren't the barrier that I need to face in terms of getting people to understand what I am trying to say.

I'm kindda lost here. So what is the main problem I am facing when trying to get people to make sense of my words?

Sunset

I sleep every day from 5pm to 6pm so I don't have to watch the sun set..

But I wake up every day at 7am to watch it rise again... =)

Eminem

I was wondering where the fuck he went.. well this kindda explains it.. lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mjJ0rhA2uOo

Vertical Horizon - Everything You Want

Another one of my favourite bands:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwSaldFJofM

Lyrics:
Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

[Chorus]
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

[Chorus]

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

[Chorus]
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know

Car Wash

When I was young, I always wondered why people are angry when it rains right after they wash their car.

Well, now I realise it is because they wash their car to make it look pretty, not because they want it to be clean..

Games

Games are fun to play..
The consequences of winning losing is not great..
You can repeat what you did to win future games..
You can avoid what you did to prevent losing future games..
However, when it comes to love games, there are no winners or losers..
Only victims..

When a person starts a love game, thinking she/he is gonna have the most fun out of it..
Well, you will regret that decision..
While it may be fun for the first few weeks, or even months..
When you are finally out of the relationship, there can only be loneliness..

You will come to realise that that guy/girl, is a very nice guy/girl..
You will come to realise that what you did was wrong..
Whether or not you had the intention of leading him/her on or not..
You will come to realise that it has damaged your perception of love, for ALL future relationships..

Now, was that all worth it?
Was that worth all the sex and fun?
Was that what you always wanted?
Whether you were first the victim of another?

Well, I sincerely hope that it was..
Because I still care about you..
But I also hope that you will not do it again..
To whomever else you choose..

Hate

Albert Einstein once said,
"Heroism on command, senseless violence, and all the loathsome nonsense that goes by the name of patriotism - how passionately I hate them!"

Well, I have to disagree. All my life I thought of love and hate, how much I love my family and friends and how much I hate lust, greed, lies and selfishness..

Yet, when I grew up, the more I hate I those things, the more I became part of them. And the more I love, the more I realised I can't be with anyone that I love, I am alone in this world and I have to deal with it.

The Asian culture has thought us not to be individualistic while the Western is probably almost entirely opposite of that. I now live in Australia where people care most about themselves. I do not mean that they are about themselves up to 80% and others 20%, but maybe something more subtle like 51/49.

But this greatly annoys me because I live for others, I live to serve others, and I live to help others. When I was put into this culture, I realised I cannot function because I expected others to do the same to me when I needed them most.

I do not think my expectations are great on others to "return the favour", but when I was most down, when I was most helpless, no one came to my aid, no one saw that I needed help, no one heard my cries.

Well, that kindda sucked..... lol

Darth Vader Call Me Maybe

The Origin of My Name

Hmm.. wonder if my mum read these kindda things before deciding to name me.. lol

http://www.winjutsu.com/ninjakids/nk_history.html

Likes and Dislikes

Since I was young, I always thought myself to be someone that is able to like anything. But as I grew older, I realised that that is impossible. I still managed to like anyone, anything, and any intangible objects I come across in my life but there's one thing I am unable to make myself like: Selfishness

Don't do business with mainstream media, says Global Bersih

GLOBAL BERSIH PRESS STATEMENT
3 May 2012 - UN World Press Freedom Day
By: WilliamC

"CORPORATE citizens in Malaysia should seriously reconsider doing business with themainstream media because of grossly unethical reporting of Bersih's Duduk Bantah rally,"Global Bersih said.

Describing some media organisations as "being totally detrimental to the future of democracy in Malaysia", the coalition of overseas Malaysians said: "We call upon advertisers and sponsors who help fund these organisations to pay heed to their moral compass and ask themselves, 'What are we doing to Malaysia?'

"Businesses that advertise or enter into sponsorship with these groups must realise that they are supporting blatant distortion and misrepresentation over Bersih’s Saturday rally.

"It is morally and ethically wrong. This practice must stop if Malaysians are to progress and save our democracy from further damage."

Speaking on the UN-designated World Press Freedom Day, Global Bersih said: "The continuing failure of Malaysia’s mainstream media to accurately reflect Malaysian society is a tragedy that must end.
"The scandal behind censorship of the BBC report on last Saturday's events is only the tip of the iceberg. The vague and inadequate excuses given by Astro for censoring the BBC’s and Al Jazeera’s reports on Bersih 3.0 only serve to betray the trust of their audience and customers."

Global Bersih also pointed to Radio-Television Malaysia, TV3 and newspapers Utusan Malaysia, The Star and The New Straits Timesas clear examples of an apparently orchestrated program of gross distortion and manipulation of events using long-discredited methods that echo the censorship programs of the Nazis’ Goebbels and others.

"Put together, their coverage of Duduk Bantah represented the total failure of Malaysia's licensed mainstream media to provide a professional, accurate and fair news service," Global Bersih said.

"When a quarter-million Malaysians rallied for free and fair elections, The New Straits Timescould only headline their report with 'Day of shame'. The day after Malaysians risked life and limb in the name of democracy, The Starwould only report 'Big mess after Bersih'.

"This is Malaysian journalism at its most evil.

 "Duduk Bantah was a chapter in Malaysia's history that will resound for generations.

"Journalism is the first draft of history, and these media companies totally failed the nation when they abdicated their responsibility to record these events truthfully."

Global Bersih also said NST's description of Australian Senator Nick Xenophon as anti-Islam was a vile act that further devalued the newspaper's long history. "Senator Xenophon was understandably 'gobsmacked' that the NST could stoop so low in its blatant lie.

"The editors and proprietors of these media groups know full well Malaysia's electoral system is in dire need of repair, but in deliberately misrepresenting Duduk Bantah and its historic achievement, they are by default supporting a system that denies free and fair elections.

"Ultimately, media companies that embarked on censorship of Duduk Bantah knowingly inflicted fundamental damage on civil society and democracy."
Reporters and their editors should reflect on their actions on this auspicious day for journalism, Global Bersih said.

"Journalists from Malaysia's press were attacked, even by federal police, and these other organisations failed to offer fair reporting of the violence that was inflicted on their professional colleagues.
"Malaysia’s mainstream media has betrayed Malaysia and Malaysians," Global Bersih said.
Global Bersih

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Dedicated to Jefferey Voon

从没想过己之亡，

从没想过霄之航。

为何咱们没瞧好，

你的悲而你的觭。

You left us with all your memories,

Memories of times of peace, memories of happiness.

Memories we all shall treasure, memories of yesterdays.

Berapa lagi kita mengharapkan,

Dari dirimu yang begitu sempurna.

Mengapakah dirimu begitu mengarutkan,

Sampai dirimu hendak meninggalkan semuanya.

咱们只能矣生活，

虚空之心咱必忍。

体之疤痕总痊愈，

心里伤痕永不去。

You will always live on in all our hearts.

May it remind us forever that life is precious,

And never let anyone else to turn to such conclusions...

Untitled Poem 01

Mystic veil across my face,
Masking vices deep within.
May is coming, april away.
Might is fading, of yesterdays.

Yet another, gives in to cruelty.
Of the gods n goddesses, living high above.
If you all truly exist, why just stand n watch?
Is it so hard to intervene, by being omnipotent?

Leaving us alone, to suffer with ourselves.
Leaving us alone, to pray for might in vain.
Leaving us alone, to watch helplessly.
As the evil within ourselves, implodes within our souls.

Britney Spears - Lucky

http://www.repeatmyvids.com/watch?v=4vvBAONkYwI&kmdom=youtube


This is a story about a girl named Lucky…

Early morning, she wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
They go…
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say…

[CHORUS:]
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go…
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say…

[Repeat CHORUS]

"Best actress, and the winner is…Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky"
"Oh my god…here she comes!"

Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there's nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

[repeat chorus twice]

P!nk - Fuckin' Perfect

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ocDlOD1Hw9k


made a wrong turn.. once or twice
dug my way out, blood and fire
bad decisions thats alright
welcome to my silly life

miss treated
miss-placed misundastood
miss knowing its all good
it didnt slow me down
miss taken
always hackin' guessing
under estimated
look im still around

pretty pretty please
dont you ever ever feel
like your less than
fucking Perfect
pretty pretty please
if you ever ever feel like your nothing
your fucking perfect to me...

your so mean (your so mean), when you talk about
yourself
you were wrong
change the voices in your head
make them like you instead
so complicated, look how we're makin'
filled with so much hatered, such a tired game
it's enough ive done all i can think of
chased out all my demons, ive seen you do the same

pretty pretty please
[ Fuckin Perfect lyrics from
http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/p/pink/fuckin_perfect/ ]dont you ever ever feel
like your less than
fucking perfect
pretty pretty please
if you ever ever feel like your nothing
your fucking perfect to me...

the whole worlds scared so i swollow the fear
the only thing i shoul dbe drinkin' is an ice cold beer
so cool, in line and we try try try
but we try to hard, its a waste of my time
done looking for the critics 'cuz they're everywhere
they don't like my jeans they don't get my hair
change ourselves yeah we do it all the time, why do we
do that' why do i do that' (why do i do that')

pretty pretty please
dont you ever ever feel
like your less than
fucking perfect
pretty pretty please
if you ever ever feel like your nothing
your fucking perfect to me...

your perfect your perfect

pretty pretty please
if you ever ever feel like your nothing
your fucking perfect to me...

Today, I Met Karma..

Today, I met Karma, I asked her, where have you been all my life?
Why didn't you take revenge on all those who opposed me and treated me like dirt?
Why only appear now when my life is so miserable and making me feel even worse?

Karma looked at me and smiled, and she said:
"Don't be upset, I was just hiding till the right moment to appear."

I asked her, why didn't you appear any sooner?
How did you know this is the right moment to appear?
Who told you so?

Again, she smiled and took my hands and said:
"I am not for all to see, not for everyone to hear.
I bow to no one and no one should ever bow to me."

I stared blankly in total confusion.
And she hugged me.. a hug that I never felt before.. I hug that was imaginary...

Was Karma real? Was Karma always there and yet I was too blind to see her?
Was it all in my head and I'm schizophrenic or bipolar?

As though she heard my thoughts and she continued:
"It doesn't matter if I'm real or not,
it doesn't matter if people prove me wrong or not.
I love everyone just the same and hope they love one another and not me.
But I can't help it if some choose to worship me and put me on an altar,
or some others hate me and put me in the dishwasher."

It was the warmest hug I ever felt in these cold dark days.
It is true that it doesn't matter if it was "real".
All that matters is that I felt loved,
not for the first time,
but the first time by someone I never even met..

LFO - Every Other Time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gtnl9GsEvEc


C'mon
nananananananananana
nananananananananana
nananananananananana
every oth-every other time

I said lets talk about it
as she walked out on me and slamed the door
but I just laugh about it
cuz shes always playin those games

C'mon
(deep down) deep down i know she loves me
but shes got a funny way of showin me how she cares (she cares)
last night she did a donut on my lawn
and drove out w/ her finger in the air
Oh yeah

Sometimes its black
Sometimes its white
Sometimes shes wrong
Sometimes im right
Sometimes we talk about it or we figure it out
But then she just changed her mind
Sometimes shes hot
Sometimes im cold
Sometimes my head wants to explode
But when i think about it im so in love with her

Every other time
nananananananananana
Every other time
nananananananananana
Every other time
nananananananananana
Every oth-every other time

sometimes we sit around
just the 2 of us on the park bench
sometimes we swim around
like 2 dolphins in the oceans of our hearts

but then i think about the time that we broke up before the prom
and u told everyone that I was gay "ok"
sometimes I walk around the town
for hours just to settle down
but I take you back
and u kick me down
cuz thats the way uhhu uhhu I like it

Sometimes its black
Sometimes its white
Sometimes shes wrong
Sometimes im right
Sometimes we talk about it or we figure it out
But then she just changed her mind
Sometimes shes hot
Sometimes im cold
Sometimes my head wants to explode
But when i think about it im so in love with her

Every other time
nananananananananana
yeah every other time
nananananananananana
Every other time
nananananananananana
Every oth-every other time

Keep it up home girl
don'tcha quit
u know the way u scream is the ultimate
And when I walk away
just watch the clock n then i don't even get around the block
and I say "let's talk about it"
as she walks out on me and slams the door
one day we'll laugh about it
cuz we're always playin those games

nananananananananana
every oth-every other time

sometimes its black
sometimes its white
sometimes shes wrong
sometimes I'm right
sometimes we talk about it or we figure it out
but then she just changed her mind
sometimes shes hot
sometimes im cold
sometimes my head wants to explode
but when i think about it I'm so in love with her

every other time
nananananananananana
yeah every other time
nananananananananana
every other time
nananananananananana
every oth-every other time

keep it up home girl
don'tcha quit
u know the way u scream is the ultimate
And when I walk away
just watch the clock n then I don't even get around the block
and i say "let's talk about it"
as she walks out on me and slams the door
one day we'll laugh about it
cuz we're always playin those games

nananananananananana
Every oth-every other time

Oh yeah
Every other time

Random Lameness

My best friend once told me, "screw the saying jack of all traits, master of none!"
I totally agree with him coz ever since I heard that in 2004, I've dreamed to be "The Jack of All Traits, and the Master of One!"

Love

Man.. love sucks...

I don't wanna go breaking girls' hearts.

I don't wanna keep changing who I have crushes on.

I wanna love someone forever and ever.

But.. how the fuck do I do this... =(

The First Girl Who Ever Sang to Me.. I remember you like it was yesterday...

The 2nd Girl Who Ever Sang to Me.. I remember you like it was day before yesterday...

The 3rd Girl Who Ever Sang to Me.. I'm looking for ya... ; )

Made a wrong turn, once or twice.
Made a few enemies on the way.
But I’m happy, so are my friends.
That’s all I care about, coz of these are my families.

Miss treated by others, so what now.
Don’t give up and cry now.
Who care about them.

Ohh.. Pretty pretty please!
Don’t you ever ever think!
You are perfect.
Nothing else’s prefect.

Pretty pretty please!
Don’t you ever ever feel!
That other’s words are,
Fucking perfect, against you..