Random Post 101

Lies ARE the currency of the world, I’ve been in that trade world before, I was all out for disguise, to pretend, to have a mask in front of me, to manipulate, to be in control... “The more knowledge you have over me, the more power you have over me” was the words of Shern Ren, back in form 2-3 I can hardly remember... but that struck me, and from then on (maybe sooner, not sure) I was having a mask in front of me, I was the sole guardian of my true self, none other knew me...

I solved my own problems, I helped others out, I was the guy who girls call up when they had problems... but I was alone... (I stopped here the other day and I’m too lazy to continue writing on this... >,<)

Well, day 2 of me loving her so immensely:-
I feel that she’s the one... and I can go on to how great her personality is and blah blah blah, but I feel that everyone that has gone through this situation will know how it’s like and there’s not much point for me to bleb about that here... rather, I’d like to share my experience on this in a different perspective...

As a grown up (well I’m 19 going on 20 in just a few days so I’m as grown up as I can be now... I guess... don’t think that made sense... >,<), I’ve been through this kindda situations 3 times... (well, basically I have 3 ex...) the last one was last year, around the same time (December holidays)... I kind of forgot how it would feel like, u know, these kindda feelings, thinking about her every second of my life (well, not really but it sure seems like it...), thinking how happy I’d be if we were together, how I’d take care of her, how I’d do anything for her, how I’d sacrifice myself for her, how I’d love her most importantly... if only she was mine (well, I don’t mean my property or anything like that [incase those women out there reads this] but I don’t know how to put it in simple and few words)... but sadly, life’s almost never the way you want it...

She says she’s confused on where her heart belongs... and well, it was never with me (never as in never had... >,< hopefully this doesn’t last too long...)

Thinking back, I wasn’t very successful with girls through out my life actually... I didn’t get my first crush, nor did I get my second (when I say crush I mean major ones like I think about her 24/7 for at least a few months), nor my third, nor my forth... only my fifth, I got with her... and that also she dumped me after hardly a week...

Sad huh, my love life... I had girls who liked me, but never enough for me to like them back, or rather, well, honestly, I only am sure about 3 girls who liked me in the past... the rest either there were none other or they were just too shy... not sure.. >.<

Among the girls who liked me, only the first one I think I had a chance... but that was back in primary school, and you know... I don’t know about these things... and I didn’t do anything, I even pretended not to know... so... >,<

The second was just... erm... I rather skip this incase she reads this... same goes for the third... >,< sorry!

So yea, if this is a trend, out of the girls I admired so far, I actually only gotten 1 of them... that was my second ex... my first was just a failure, my third, I rather not talk about it here... this isn’t a very good odd for me... and on top of that, I’m going to Aussie on Feb. 14th... yea.. valentine’s day... not that I had many good valentine’s day or even dated a girl on that day, it was always either with my gf (that time) or just another normal day where I get left out... so I don’t really care much honestly...

So if she were to take in account that if we were on a relationship it would be a long distance relationship, and that she might feel insecure that I’m all the way there and all, I really can’t do much about assuring her that I’ll remain loyal... and ironically, we only met this year and only started talking to each other just like 2 months back... so the excuse of we don’t really know each other is valid...

This is true... but for me, I know that she’s special, she’s different, she’s one in a million... but then again, don’t we all feel that when we’re in love... so these kindda excuse again isn’t valid... but really... she’s different... >,< and I guess I can go on blabbing about I’ll never find another angel like her and so on and so forth...

Since we’re there, this reminds me that I actually wrote a whole essay on a girl I had a crush on (oh crap, I missed this one out when I mentioned about the crushes I had, but this one was a failure too anyway coz she had a bf... till now....) and actually passed it up to teacher to mark... then she asked me to read it out to the class becoz it was soo hilarious... lol i’ll post it here for all to read because it’s quite interesting... ^,^

here it is!!


Crap, because of this thing my templates are all messed up... :( my profile is all the way down there now... sigh... Guess somethings gotta give...

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I wish that this relationship I’m trying to have was like a job or university I’m trying to get in... because then I’ll know what exactly I have to do to get it, and if I don’t get it, I know that I’m just not good enough, or I asked too much, or something else, but the reason is clear... but sadly that isn’t true for relationships.... first of all, there’s no entry requirements, u can’t send in your resume, a CV and your final results... I kindda wish I could do that because if good results were an entry requirement of this relationship, oh god, I’d be studying every single second of the day... lol but no, it isn’t like that...

If it were a resume- hey, actually it isn’t a bad idea to send a resume to her... lol I think it would be sweet... well, technically it would be a love letter in a form of a resume... lol k, that would be something I’d do in within 5 days... or rather now, then I’ll get back to this when I feel like to...

Take care people, and if there’s ever anything any of you need that is in my capability, feel free to contact me, I’ll try my best to attend to your needs... =)

The day I Tripped and fell...

I think I just tripped, and fell in love with u...
It’s not something I wanted, for it’s been far too long...
Forgotten how to control it, I’m rolling down a hill...
It’s not something I wanted, for it’s far too complicated...
I see a future so bright, I’m like a morph to a flame...
It’s not something I wanted, I hate losing control...
Will the flame get blown away, by a subtle yet deadly breeze?
It’s not something I wanted, I don’t want to grief again...
But yet nothing I can do, but to just hope for the best...
It’s not something I wanted, oh god please guide me through...

=D

Just had a long chat with her (around 3 hours) so glad it wasn’t at night... this proves that I can still sleep early while trying to get a girl...
Condition 1 fulfilled!

She doesn’t smoke, she doesn’t drink, she’s smart, she’s intelligent, she’s pretty, she SHORT!! Omg, thank god for that... XD she’s open minded, she’s clear minded, her future is bright, she’s pure (as in know evil but not do evil, not like some people who doesn’t know evil that’s why they don’t do evil, I think it’s important to differentiate that), she’s fun, she’s a happy person, she has interest in people, she is capable, she’s responsible, she’s sensible, she’s rational (hmm, do any of you remember all the moral values? XD she pretty much has all of them... ^,^), etc etc...

I hope this will lead to something in the future, oh god please keep her single till then... >,<

Girls...

Girls are… actually I rather not say it here… people might get the wrong idea…

This Shit Sucks...

And again, I'm giving up soon... Why does it have to be so hard?!

Out...

Ok… I’m out… I’m out of the door going all out… a mistake? Seems like it for now…

The Doorman...

The Doorman… Standing there, waiting.. and looking as the people walk by… Some will stop, and ask the doorman for a thing or two, like where is certain places, or where to find certain things… The Doorman answers, and the stranger gives thanks and goes away and never appear in the Doorman’s life again…

The Doorman expects nothing… It is his job to be there, to just stand there, waiting for someone that needs help… Whoever that is, he ask for no names, nor anything else, but just help in whatever way he can, either showing the stranger in with a smile on his face, or bringing the stranger in… After that, he resumes his post and smile once in a while at whoever that notices he exist…

Little does the people around him knows, how important his job is… Simply because he makes no impact to anyone he meets, nor he changes anyone’s life directly… but, he is always there, when people needs something, making them feel welcomed and not alone, making them feel appreciated and important, making them feel they are not ignored…

Many people take it for granted, for the Doorman is always there, they expect someone to be there, they expect to be treated as such, they expect that the Doorman will come to them even if they don’t need anything, as long as they are in the view of the Doorman…

The Doorman likes his job, he likes helping people out, he don’t mind if they never even say thanks… but secretly, the Doorman laments… the loneliness in him growing each day, slowly…

He sees through people’s doors, and know how they feel, reacting accordingly, making them feel better… but the people around him don’t see through his, for he’s door has grown far too thick, too frosted… for he has been hurt too many times…

In the pass he opens his door, to a new girl, a new hope… but yet he gives and gives and gives… without knowing the girl just don’t care… yes he says, “I don’t expect a thing.” But that is never possible… Have you tried it? Have you done it? Even though not much, but it still hurts inside… as this went on, he shut his door, bolted it up, adding more layers…

He is afraid now, that the past will repeat itself… despite knowing the possibilities… he tries one more time… really careful this time, not to go too far out…

Half in half out, the door suddenly shuts on him… clipping him in the middle, he is trapped between the door… yet he is still struggles, the decision of going out or to going back in… suffering the pain, the burden, the weight from the door…

He sits here now… typing this shit… staring at the window, which lays blank without a reply…

Has he been ignored? Has he been forgotten? Has he been tricked? Lured to the sweat fantasies he once believed in? He can’t take it much longer… just so you know, the person who tempted him… I got no comments for you, but please… pull him out or push him back in… he is helpless there, suffering… so please… just please do something… just anything…

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One with Nothingness...

I’m sorry.. but I couldn’t keep my 5 percepts for long.. I had it for probably slightly longer than 2 weeks only... after that, I couldn’t help but think that lying is still a part of living in this world…

I still believe that if I keep the 5 precepts, I’ll be protected.. I’m not sure whether this is a blind faith and I’ve not exactly experienced it myself.. then why do I believe in it? Isn’t this a world of one man for himself? Is either I twist and turn my way around and maintain my knowledge of the people around me so I would never be outsmarted, or just be careful of my precepts and I wouldn’t be harmed? Is that really possible?

I can’t help but doubt that very much.. at times I still ask god, or whoever’s out there to at least give me a hint.. or rather it’s been a long time since I’ve done it.. but there was once that He did gave me a whole bunch of hints suddenly.. but it was all in illusion.. created by chemical reactions in my head that shouldn’t be happening.. it put me in a world that I always wanted to live in.. a world where everyone’s watching me, they all know my name and the things I’ve done.. and “god” was constantly talking to me..

I was insane.. I was talking to the radio.. the phone with no one at the other side..

It’s over.. a went through allot to get rid of those things.. it’s in the past.. and it’ll never happen again.. I’ve made that promise to the people who cared about me.. and gave soo much to get me back on my feet.. with a right mind..

I’m back now.. and the first thing I did.. that I could remember was to follow the 5 precepts.. it gave me comfort.. it gave me a guide line.. I knew it was safe to follow it.. but what happen? I can’t really remember what happen to it.. all I know is that I started lying again.. what I could remember lying about is about my medication.. I slowly reduced the amount I was taking.. then I stopped..

It’s now been 2 months and 13 days.. I stopped at 29th of June I think.. 1 day earlier that what I’d planned for.. hope that wasn’t too big a deal.. but I know now I can think clearly.. no influence from weird chemical reactions in my brain, nor from fucked up medications I was forced to take.. at least it’s clear enough to know that I’m still confused about myself..

It’s been a long time since I thought so much.. a really long time.. but it’s coming back slowly.. and I’m glad it is.. it’s the real me.. a thinker.. a person who analyses things around him allot..

It’s really rusty now.. I spent such a long time and my mind is still only 40% clear.. what I know now is to help people.. I must never forget what Kenshin said... we must use our power to lift people up, not to push people further down.. I’ve been selfish.. the only thing I could remember doing something I really didn’t want to do is to talk to my aunt.. 2 times so far..
It’s good training I must say.. but I despised it.. never mind that, I’ve decided to help a guy named Wei Chin.. probably be his only friend.. and help him make more? I don’t know.. can’t plan too many steps ahead.. ultimately I’d like to be myself while enjoying a conversation with my aunt.. it’ll make her happy.. it seems like such a small thing to do.. but I don’t know why it’s soo hard..

I thought about that for awhile.. and kind of convinced myself it’s because I can only be devoted to 1 person.. a mate.. and I would pledge my full loyalty to her and her alone.. until that day comes.. I’ll be a loner.. or rather I prefer to be a loner.. that’s the way I am.. that’s why I’m incomplete.. with an endless void within..

I cannot show my true self to anyone but her.. but until she comes.. well.. I made that point already.. but what have I done to deserve her? Nothing… nothing at all… I’ve been doing what I want.. and what is just a lift of a finger… that’s why I’m alone… yes, I do help people but only when it’s along the way, like I would give someone a ride only if it either benefits me, or it’s just slightly away from where I want to go..

I must have been a very selfish person in my past life.. and pushing people down whenever I can.. that’s why I deserve to be treated as such.. no one came to my aid when I needed so bad a friend.. at least no one stayed.. those who really cared just appeared in my life for awhile and disappear again..

I guess that’s enough.. I couldn’t ask for more anyway.. people like Adrian, Serena.. I do not know whether they still care.. but who am I to ask for their love if I myself don’t love them? This is too much to bear.. I reap what I sow.. I am no one to complain about the fruits I am now collecting..

I’ll start anew.. slowly.. bit by bit.. hope it’s enough to accelerate me slowly.. I don’t want to stay like this forever.. sometimes I even wonder is it because of the chain letters and messages I’ve broken..

From the past I think the percentage of my success is either 0% or 60%.. it’s either I give up, or I just give about 60% or lower of my efforts…

I’ve told my aunt to wait a little longer.. I’ll try… just try… but now I’ve set my goal to at least bring Wei Chin up a little.. this is a little out of the way already.. but I’ve got to start step by step.. and not to rush into things too fast.. or I won’t be able to handle it… after all, my ultimate goal is still to help people…

This is the 1st draft of my thoughts.. I believe that thoughts shouldn’t be edited…

I don’t remember always being like this.. I remember a time when I was totally carefree.. happy with myself.. had loads of friends.. going anywhere I liked.. my childhood days were great.. they were fantastic.. I had allot of friends.. I was totally satisfied with myself.. I took one day at a time.. I didn’t care of what I would become, because I knew my future is secured.. my father was rich..
Up until I was form 2 or 3.. when I met Adrian, he thought me how to compete.. to showed me the world of competition.. of always being ahead of others.. or at least try to be.. always trying to outdo others.. stronger.. stronger! Smarter.. smarter! More accomplishments! More! Achievements! Recognition! MORE!

I not sure if I really pushed myself that hard.. but I was happy, because I was smarter than most people, stronger than most people.. and most of all, maintained control.. but I was proven wrong.. I wasn’t as capable than what I thought I was.. I didn’t get a post in scouts.. I didn’t get full As in my SPM.. I didn’t get in ASEAN.. so badly I wanted to walk the path of my friend, Adrian.. I wanted to always compete with him.. but I was never smarter than him.. so he went away, and I was left alone..

I tried to do the things I thought I was capable of, starting a LEO club, trying to get the CL post in Rover H.. I failed.. I knew I wasn’t strong enough.. I was half the man I thought I am.. that maybe the cause of my first depression..

And still.. I’ve yet to show the true me.. to that one person that might never come..

The Five Precepts

The Five Precepts:
1. Panatipata veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami
I undertake the precept to refrain from destroying living creatures.

2. Adinnadana veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami
I undertake the precept to refrain from taking that which is not given.

3. Kamesu micchacara veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami
I undertake the precept to refrain from sexual misconduct.

4. Musavada veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami
I undertake the precept to refrain from incorrect speech.

5. Suramerayamajja pamadatthana veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami
I undertake the precept to refrain from intoxicating drinks and drugs which lead to carelessness.

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I try my best to follow these nowadays… don’t know why suddenly I’m such a good Buddist… ^^ Even lying! I’ve finally kick the bad habit of lying! I’ve stop believing that lies are required in the modern society… I think a person is much better of if he is purely honest in everything he does… and if he is purely honest, he won’t go wrong in life… =)

Back On Track

I’m finally back on track… my mood swing is finally over now I’m on the road to recovery… to those who’s been in touch with me, please note that what ever I typed around December – January in my blog isn’t really what they are, I was in a manic state... what’s a manic state? Manic is opposite depression… when you’re manic you don’t think straight and do things recklessly… so please don’t take those posts seriously…

To my family and friends who has supported me throughout the episodes of my mood swing, I love you guys allot. Thank god I have so many people that care for me and love me. I don’t know how to show how much I appreciate it. Thanks to all of you, and may god bless us all… =)

Words of Inspiration

I take charge of my life today; it has meaning and purpose
I am a living cause; I create my circumstance
I am powerful, responsible, determined, successful person
I am a leader, I demonstrate what I advocate to others
I have confidence in myself, nothing can stop me
I am enthusiastic about my life
I love living and the spirit that created me
I love people; I love myself and I share my self with others
I am a thinking being, my time is useful and valuable
I am creating new possibilities in my life; the universe is my playground
I have a choice; my decision is made
I choose to live out of a commitment to be on purpose with my life

I choose to grow and expend in knowledge and understanding
I choose to be healthy, happy and prosperous
I choose to effortlessly flow in the rhythm of life…and…today
I declare my freedom; I am free.

"Eugene Feathersome"

Relationships

Relationships

Relationships got their ups and downs… always keep that in mind when you’re in one or when you’re going into one…

Take my advice on that and KEEP IT IN MIND… no matter how good it feels at one point, or how bad it feels at the other point, listen to your heart when he’s calling for you… there’s nothing else you can do, I don’t know where you’re going, and I don’t know why…

But listen to your heart before you tell him good bye……

Quotes

"There is this letter in my head, written yet unsent..." ~
"Ninja The Soothsayer"

"With Perfection comes Evil, Without Evil there is no Perfection..." ~
"Ninja The Soothsayer"

"A little sincerity is a dangerous thing, and a great deal of it is absolutely fatal."
~ "Oscar Wilde"

"Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation."
~ "Oscar Wilde"

"Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will not forget you."
~ William Arthur Ward

"If you give up, no one will bother you, but no one will also notice you..."
~ Naruto

"Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it."
~ Jalal al-Din Muhammad Rumi

"I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others; rather than to be false, and to incur my own abhorrence."
~ Frederick Douglass 23/10/05

"I am patient with stupidity but not with those who are proud of it." ~ Edith Sitwell
23/10/05

There is no greater joy nor greater reward than to make a fundamental difference in someone's life.
~ Sister Mary Rose McGeady

Our doubts are traitors,
And make us lose the good we oft might win
By fearing to attempt.
William Shakespeare, "Measure for Measure", Act 1 scene 4
- More quotations on: [Doubt]

O, it is excellent to have a giant's strength; but it is tyrannous to use it like a giant.
~ William Shakespeare, Measure for Measure, 1604-1605

Farewell! thou art too dear for my possessing.
~ William Shakespeare, Sonnet lxxxvii

Is this a dagger which I see before me,
The handle toward my hand? Come, let me clutch thee.
I have thee not, and yet I see thee still.
Art thou not, fatal vision, sensible
To feeling as to sight? or art thou but
A dagger of the mind, a false creation,
Proceeding from the heat-oppressed brain?
~ William Shakespeare, "Macbeth", Act 2 scene 1

The worst is not
So long as we can say, "This is the worst."
~ William Shakespeare, "King Lear", Act 4 scene 1

My words fly up, my thoughts remain below:
Words without thoughts never to heaven go.
William Shakespeare, "Hamlet", Act 3 scene 3
- More quotations on: [Language]

I must be cruel, only to be kind:
Thus bad begins, and worse remains behind.
~ William Shakespeare, "Hamlet", Act 3 scene 4

Nothing can come out of nothingness
~ William Shakespeare

So full of artless jealousy is guilt,
It spills itself in fearing to be spilt.
~ William Shakespeare, "Hamlet", Act 3 scene 5

There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.
~ William Shakespeare, "Hamlet", Act 2 scene 2

Don't be discouraged by a failure. It can be a positive experience. Failure is, in a sense,
the highway to success, inasmuch as every discovery of what is false leads us to seek earnestly after what is true, and every fresh experience points out some form of error which we shall afterwards carefully avoid.
~ John Keats (1795 - 1821)

How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world.
~ Anne Frank (1929 - 1945), Diary of a Young Girl, 1952

My Apologies

I’m sorry if I use TOO much swear words… trying to cut down on it but this habit is still with me… I too lazy to change all the F*** words to freak… Lol, but I’m just trying my best to actually calm myself down and using those F*** words really help relief stress… of cause there are better ways but I’m cool… =) and LAZY… LOL ; )

I'm Cool... AND you're NOT

I feel horrible now… I need to SEE people! Talk to people! My House os always empty when I need it to be full!! I don’t meet people and I’ll DIE… I’m serious!! DIE DIE DIE!!! Sigh… no freaking use also if I continue typing this way… but it helps though… =) hehe

Ok… lets talk about why this world is GREAT… there are 7 reasons to that : -

1. The world is where we live in… if it isn’t great we don’t have a freaking choice anyway.

2. The world is where we breed… so we can’t complain about that either because the word WORLD is too general… Lol!

3. I love this world… and EVERYONE should be like me and LOVE the world…

4. Recycling stuff rocks…

5. I love the world

6. I love the world

7. I love the world

Ok, now that we are clear that the world is a GREAT place to breed… we move on to why my girl friend ROCKS… well… not exactly but I’m required to say that I love her (which I really do love her) and she rocks (she doesn’t… because she’s gonna date this STUPID FUCKIN FELLA called Mr. D). So yea… I don’t even know whether he exist… but his name gives me the creeps… doesn’t it? =P to all the other Mr. Ds out there, please don’t be insulted because this is only towards ONE Mr. D… and HE TOTALLY sucks…

If he actually calls up HITZ.FM and take the “Roody and JJ’s Top 10 Ways of Ttesting if you’re Cool Quiz” he’ll get a ZERO! Because he’s soo damn not cool to date someone that already HAS A DAMN GOOD boy friend…

I love you baby, will always do…
I need you baby, will always do…

GREAT

I'm Feeling GREAT!! Not coz my gf gonna date sumone new... erm.. yea.. i sudn't b feeling this way but i don't know why either... erm... well... yea... i feel not that great anymore... >,<

Rivalry!

Rivalry! Stupid Mr. D… who the hell are you to date my girl huh? U damn lucky my girl likes u or else I really feel like going over there and bash u up… >.< wait... I’m not that type of person but I’d really like to be one… coz JEALOUSY!! Crap man... never thought my girl would put me through such a test… I’m gonna fail already… sigh… yupz... she’s smart, she’s testing my loyalty by DATING someone I totally don’t know!! Dammit!! If only I just know a little bout that fucking fella I won be writing this shit here… arghh… dicky dicky… he might not even exist actually… coz yupz! I know my girl is smart… =) so this IS a test of loyalty… glad I’ll pass it with flying colours… hope so lar.. >.<

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This is an edited version (edited VERY little only) of...
Name : Lonely
Artist : Akon

Lonely im Mr. Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
Im so Lonely, im Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
for my owwnnn
Im so Lonely,

Yo, this one here goes out to all my playas out there man.
ya kno that got that one good girl dog thats always been
there man like took all the bullshit…
I love her man… I really do, so please girl don’t do this to me…

yeah, I woke up in the middle of the night,
And I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
Coulda sworn I was dreamin,
For her I was feinin,
So I had ta take a little ride,
Back tracking on these few days,
Tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
Cuz ever since my girl left me,
My whole life came crashin and I'm so....

Lonely (so lonely),
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so lonely

Cant belive I had a girl like you,
and I will never just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru
u still stuck around and stayed by my side (by my side)
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you a good girl and I had no right,
I really wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girl
im so..

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own baby).
Im so lonely

Been all about the world ain't,
neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through.
Never thought the day would come,
where you would get up and run,
and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint no one in the globe id rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own, no).

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so Lonely

Never thought that id be alone (so fast)
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long (gone this long)
I jus want u to call my phone,
so stop playing girl and Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout, (no)
I want me and you to work it out, (work it out baby)
I never wished that Id ever Hurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz I'm so...

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody, nobody)
To call my own (to call my own, no).

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl)

I'm so Lonely
So lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
Mr. Lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
So lonely (Lonely)
So lonely!!! (so lonely!!!)
So Lonely
Mr. Lonely