Monday, June 25, 2012

The Journey

Gonna attempt to walk up north as far as I can for an entire week and see where I turn up to.
That's gonna b fun.. since I'm alone now with not many friends that's willing to talk to me, imma take this opportunity to do something crazy that friends would normally tell me not to..

Wish me luck! =)

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Sorry

It is already very hard to say sorry to one person.
You have to wait for the right time, the right place, to set the right mood, only then you can mean what you want to say.
But when you need to say sorry to more than five people, it is emotionally impossible.
The ignores you have to deal with, the guilt, the desire for just someone to understand.
All multiplied by each person and each passing day.

When one is hopeless.
When one is faithless.
When one is alone.
When one is tired.

One just loses it all and jump into oblivion.
How can my friends let this happen to me?
When they have already experienced another's death?
You know what? Fuck you guys, you're dead to me.


Saturday, June 09, 2012

Then I found out..

At first I thought people weren't happy with me, so I kept changing myself for others.
Then I found out I had to be contented with myself. Kindda hard when I kept changing myself, but ok, I'll try.
Then I found out I wasn't changing myself at all in other's eyes, that really messed me up. So I try to change myself again.
Then I found out I don't have to be liked by everyone. So I started not caring what others think of me.
Then I found out I hurt some of my friends by doing that. So I started caring for my friends.
Then I found out the more I care the more I'm changing myself for them. So, yea.. I'm back to square one.. >,>

Thursday, June 07, 2012

Story Teller

I wanna be a story teller..
One that travels from village to village, town to town, telling stories of great men and women alike.. =)

Monday, June 04, 2012

Ambition

Since 16, my ambition was to be:
The Jack of All Traits and Master of One

But the problem was that I do not know what that One was..

Now I do, I will be the Master of teaching others to be Jack of any trait I have..

Saturday, June 02, 2012

Jealousy

Amazing what it can do to/for you..

Grumpy Morning



Dear Ning,

Thank you for your email, the form was fine except for the Student’s Signature at the bottom of the second page. Please note that your signature is not your student ID number. It is how you sign your name when signing contracts or documents that require a signature. Please correct it and email it back.

Kind regards,

Xxxxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxx
Admissions Assistant
Admissions Office / Student Recruitment, Admissions and Scholarships


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Ok, first of all, don't call me Ning.. it's like calling Aaron by saying just Aa... that pisses me off coz you called me by 1/3 of my name and expect me to respond..

2nd of all, that was a digitally signed document.. if u gonna expect students to send their forms in electronically.. it makes no sense for us to print it out, sign on it, scan it, and then send it back.. get with the times bro...

3rd of all, do u really think a student of UNSW who studied for four years and then got accepted into your masters program is that dumb?! Dude.. that just shows how little faith you have regarding the quality of ur own university..

I bet people like you are the one who goes on strike and call for union's help to increase your wages when you don't even deserve it..