did you know the opposite of live is evil?

Here you are again,
Hovering about my head.
Go away, you are a pain!
Don't bug me with your bait.

Time to time,
You test me out.
With bites of shiver,
You'll wear me out.

Yet at other times,
I succumb to you.
Falling in love to,
Feelings that ain't true.

So yet again,
Should I make a move?
And start running again,
To the door that ain't through?

Head on hitting it,
Like the many times I did.
Never learning from it,
Perishing alone from it.