Cards

So someone said to be back in 2019 that life is not a deck of cards (that's after I told him I already played "that" card). 

But it is.. we don't get to choose the cards we're dealt and I used them to the best of my ability. 

Still is...

Not sure if I'll remember who said this to me in the future but that was a moment of slight doubt. 

Moments of doubt embeds in me until I resolve it's regrets. 

And today, I consider this nonsensicality, figured.