Tuesday, October 29, 2019

Fear


It was the chapter on fear
There, I saw it..
The four fundamentals of fear.. fool, abandonment, assaulted and lastly.. MADNESS

I’ve taken pride in the past that I am a man of no fear. Irrational fears that is.. people often asked me, Heights? Spiders? Snakes?
None.. I feared none of it… if the conversation goes deeper, I often said, I have but one fear, the fear of insanity.

In my past, I have experienced madness and sadness as one. It makes me shudder just to think about it. There was a time my reality was so warped, all possibilities became reality. I was madness incarnate.

As I read into these fears, my hands shook and my eyes filled. My vision blurred and I could read no further as I looked down into the text.

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