Friday, April 27, 2012

Dedicated to Jefferey Voon


从没想过己之亡,
从没想过霄之航。
为何咱们没瞧好,
你的悲而你的觭。

You left us with all your memories,
Memories of times of peace, memories of happiness.
Memories we all shall treasure, memories of yesterdays.

Berapa lagi kita mengharapkan,
Dari dirimu yang begitu sempurna.
Mengapakah dirimu begitu mengarutkan,
Sampai dirimu hendak meninggalkan semuanya.

咱们只能矣生活,
虚空之心咱必忍。
体之疤痕总痊愈,
心里伤痕永不去。

You will always live on in all our hearts.
May it remind us forever that life is precious,
And never let anyone else to turn to such conclusions...

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Untitled Poem 01

Mystic veil across my face,
Masking vices deep within.
May is coming, april away.
Might is fading, of yesterdays.

Yet another, gives in to cruelty.
Of the gods n goddesses, living high above.
If you all truly exist, why just stand n watch?
Is it so hard to intervene, by being omnipotent?

Leaving us alone, to suffer with ourselves.
Leaving us alone, to pray for might in vain.
Leaving us alone, to watch helplessly.
As the evil within ourselves, implodes within our souls.

Friday, April 20, 2012

Britney Spears - Lucky


http://www.repeatmyvids.com/watch?v=4vvBAONkYwI&kmdom=youtube


This is a story about a girl named Lucky…

Early morning, she wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
They go…
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say…

[CHORUS:]
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go…
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say…

[Repeat CHORUS]

"Best actress, and the winner is…Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky"
"Oh my god…here she comes!"

Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there's nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

[repeat chorus twice]

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

P!nk - Fuckin' Perfect

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ocDlOD1Hw9k


made a wrong turn.. once or twice
dug my way out, blood and fire
bad decisions thats alright
welcome to my silly life

miss treated
miss-placed misundastood
miss knowing its all good
it didnt slow me down
miss taken
always hackin' guessing
under estimated
look im still around

pretty pretty please
dont you ever ever feel
like your less than
fucking Perfect
pretty pretty please
if you ever ever feel like your nothing
your fucking perfect to me...

your so mean (your so mean), when you talk about
yourself
you were wrong
change the voices in your head
make them like you instead
so complicated, look how we're makin'
filled with so much hatered, such a tired game
it's enough ive done all i can think of
chased out all my demons, ive seen you do the same

pretty pretty please
[ Fuckin Perfect lyrics from
http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/p/pink/fuckin_perfect/ ]dont you ever ever feel
like your less than
fucking perfect
pretty pretty please
if you ever ever feel like your nothing
your fucking perfect to me...

the whole worlds scared so i swollow the fear
the only thing i shoul dbe drinkin' is an ice cold beer
so cool, in line and we try try try
but we try to hard, its a waste of my time
done looking for the critics 'cuz they're everywhere
they don't like my jeans they don't get my hair
change ourselves yeah we do it all the time, why do we
do that' why do i do that' (why do i do that')

pretty pretty please
dont you ever ever feel
like your less than
fucking perfect
pretty pretty please
if you ever ever feel like your nothing
your fucking perfect to me...

your perfect your perfect

pretty pretty please
if you ever ever feel like your nothing
your fucking perfect to me...

Today, I Met Karma..

Today, I met Karma, I asked her, where have you been all my life?
Why didn't you take revenge on all those who opposed me and treated me like dirt?
Why only appear now when my life is so miserable and making me feel even worse?

Karma looked at me and smiled, and she said:
"Don't be upset, I was just hiding till the right moment to appear."

I asked her, why didn't you appear any sooner?
How did you know this is the right moment to appear?
Who told you so?

Again, she smiled and took my hands and said:
"I am not for all to see, not for everyone to hear.
I bow to no one and no one should ever bow to me."

I stared blankly in total confusion.
And she hugged me.. a hug that I never felt before.. I hug that was imaginary...

Was Karma real? Was Karma always there and yet I was too blind to see her?
Was it all in my head and I'm schizophrenic or bipolar?

As though she heard my thoughts and she continued:
"It doesn't matter if I'm real or not,
it doesn't matter if people prove me wrong or not.
I love everyone just the same and hope they love one another and not me.
But I can't help it if some choose to worship me and put me on an altar,
or some others hate me and put me in the dishwasher."

It was the warmest hug I ever felt in these cold dark days.
It is true that it doesn't matter if it was "real".
All that matters is that I felt loved,
not for the first time,
but the first time by someone I never even met..

LFO - Every Other Time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gtnl9GsEvEc


C'mon
nananananananananana
nananananananananana
nananananananananana
every oth-every other time

I said lets talk about it
as she walked out on me and slamed the door
but I just laugh about it
cuz shes always playin those games

C'mon
(deep down) deep down i know she loves me
but shes got a funny way of showin me how she cares (she cares)
last night she did a donut on my lawn
and drove out w/ her finger in the air
Oh yeah

Sometimes its black
Sometimes its white
Sometimes shes wrong
Sometimes im right
Sometimes we talk about it or we figure it out
But then she just changed her mind
Sometimes shes hot
Sometimes im cold
Sometimes my head wants to explode
But when i think about it im so in love with her

Every other time
nananananananananana
Every other time
nananananananananana
Every other time
nananananananananana
Every oth-every other time

sometimes we sit around
just the 2 of us on the park bench
sometimes we swim around
like 2 dolphins in the oceans of our hearts

but then i think about the time that we broke up before the prom
and u told everyone that I was gay "ok"
sometimes I walk around the town
for hours just to settle down
but I take you back
and u kick me down
cuz thats the way uhhu uhhu I like it

Sometimes its black
Sometimes its white
Sometimes shes wrong
Sometimes im right
Sometimes we talk about it or we figure it out
But then she just changed her mind
Sometimes shes hot
Sometimes im cold
Sometimes my head wants to explode
But when i think about it im so in love with her

Every other time
nananananananananana
yeah every other time
nananananananananana
Every other time
nananananananananana
Every oth-every other time

Keep it up home girl
don'tcha quit
u know the way u scream is the ultimate
And when I walk away
just watch the clock n then i don't even get around the block
and I say "let's talk about it"
as she walks out on me and slams the door
one day we'll laugh about it
cuz we're always playin those games

nananananananananana
every oth-every other time

sometimes its black
sometimes its white
sometimes shes wrong
sometimes I'm right
sometimes we talk about it or we figure it out
but then she just changed her mind
sometimes shes hot
sometimes im cold
sometimes my head wants to explode
but when i think about it I'm so in love with her

every other time
nananananananananana
yeah every other time
nananananananananana
every other time
nananananananananana
every oth-every other time

keep it up home girl
don'tcha quit
u know the way u scream is the ultimate
And when I walk away
just watch the clock n then I don't even get around the block
and i say "let's talk about it"
as she walks out on me and slams the door
one day we'll laugh about it
cuz we're always playin those games

nananananananananana
Every oth-every other time

Oh yeah
Every other time

Random Lameness

My best friend once told me, "screw the saying jack of all traits, master of none!"
I totally agree with him coz ever since I heard that in 2004, I've dreamed to be "The Jack of All Traits, and the Master of One!"

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Love

Man.. love sucks...

I don't wanna go breaking girls' hearts.

I don't wanna keep changing who I have crushes on.

I wanna love someone forever and ever.

But.. how the fuck do I do this... =(

Saturday, April 14, 2012

The First Girl Who Ever Sang to Me.. I remember you like it was yesterday...

The 2nd Girl Who Ever Sang to Me.. I remember you like it was day before yesterday...

The 3rd Girl Who Ever Sang to Me.. I'm looking for ya... ; )