Scouts

Will write more next time... but i'm having a hell of a time here... geez man.. complicated.. =(

Some Blogging Stuff.. =D

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

I Don't Really Like Purple... It's GAY.. >.<

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations. You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts. Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition. The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

All quite true except the last part... I Bumped Into a mistakes quite often... =(

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Well... For Now I Can't Even Find Someone Right... =(

You Are A Friendly Ex

You and your ex are just friends - great friends really. (At least that's what you keep telling yourself!) While civility is a good thing, make sure you're not secretly wanting more...

What Type of Ex Are You?

Err... Depends on Which Ex You're talking about... XD I got 2... haha one of them we're close enough to call friends.. the other I just started to contact again only.. haha

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain. You were well rounded and well liked in high school.

Who Were You In High School?

Not exactly... Haha, bumped into some issues the end of form5.. >.< but the rest of the years before that was pretty good.. =)

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Wazzup with the 2nd last part... =( i still Do have hope of happy marriages.. =) well, actually i never really thought that far yet.. ahha

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Wakakakakakkaka SOO TRUE!! Haha!! but i don't have many blogging friends tho... =)

You are an Atheist

When it comes to religion, you're a non-believer (simple as that). You prefer to think about what's known and proven. You don't need religion to solve life's problems. Instead, you tend to work things out with logic and philosophy.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

YES TRUE!! but for the 1st part i'm still having a REALLY open mind bout that lar.. =)

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Not exactly true for all lar... and i don't think i'll like the dominant type.. >.< and coy? wth is coy.. >.< and PINK is gay...

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Quite true... i'm taking such a long time to fall in love.. =( so long indeed...

Your Love Style is Storge

For you, love and friendship are almost the same thing And your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind (You've been known to still have connections with exes) But sometimes your love is not the most passionate Leap before you look, and you'll find that fire you crave

What's Your Love Style?

Hmm.. ok ok lar this one.. =)

Your Love Number is

2 Of all the numbers, you are the most caring and empathetic lover. Unselfish and humble, you find it easy to forgive your sweetie's mistakes. At times, your need to please can be come a bit too needy. As long as you remain somewhat independent, your relationships are perfectly balanced.

What Is Your Love Number?

Hmm.. well, i still got my limits tho...

You're a Freaky Kisser

When you kiss, you want to experience something new A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing... And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

wakakakkakakkakakkakakaaa.......

You Are a Dare Devil

For you, life is one big dare. And you're all in for any adventure. Others find you exciting, inspiring, and a bit intimidating. You're biggest challenge at this point is trying to top yourself!

How Daring Are You?

Haha quite true! =D

You Have Fantastic Karma

You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!

How's Your Karma?

Hope it's right.. XD

Baby Girl

This poem is specially for only one person in my life that I really respect… although we don’t have much in comon, it’s amazing how we can share so much… take care baby girl, and I know you’ll do well in life… =)
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Baby Girl

In a corner
In the dark
Sits a girl weeping
Cold and shivering

Why’s she’s crying?
No one knows…
No one cares…
And no one goes…

Confuse and sad
Seeking for warmth
Covered her face
Covered her eyes

Someone’s calling
She doesn’t hear it
Mind all blocked
Tears all over it

Why doesn’t she hear me?
Why doesn’t she see me?
Am I invisible?
Or is she getting blind…

I want to care but I can’t
It hurts bad when I’m helpless
To see a girl crying
Out of my reach, out of my boundary

My hands are tied
My heart is not
Some one needs love
I couldn’t be there

This is the worst
I am sure of it
To see someone crying
And you can’t do anything

Please baby girl
Give me a chance
Look over here
And please stop crying

I know you’re sad
I know your down
But crying all day and night
Won’t be helping at all

Let me come in
Let me care
Let me hug you
Let me kiss you

So that you’d know
There’s people who cares
Not everyone’s like him
Not everyone’s bad

I’m sure I can help
For my heart is pure
Sincere and loyal
To the ones I love and care

And you’re one of them
One of my true friends
These are what friends are for
This is how they’d react

So please baby girl
Stand up and smile
For the sun is shining
Just a few feet away

Why sit in the storm
When warmth is just there
Open your eyes baby girl
Open your heart

Come over here
And experience the light
I’ll cheer you up
I’ll be your pal

Dry up your tears
Uncover your face
I’m waiting with open arms,
An open heart and open mind

You can tell me why you’re crying
I won’t tell a soul
You can trust me
You know how much I care…

So please baby girl
Stop hurting yourself
Look around you
And you’d realize I’ve always been there…